[Hook]

Taking drugs the only way to help me feel.
I don’t really know, this shit never feel real.
I’ve been stuck in my thoughts, thinkin that this just sims life.
Quick realization that this changes my life.
Wait, I’ve been grinding it out, I’ve been puttin in work,
Tryna get up the work. (Yea, wait, huh)
Tryna mix up the verse, get put in a hearse,
But I never work it out. (Wait, no, uh)
I’ve been losin my head,
Wishin that I was dead.
I’ll never find my way out because I’m lost.
Everyday feels like another cost.
Everybody telling me I always do the most.

[Verse]

Ion really know who y’all think you talkin to.
Ima do it on my own, on my own, wait.
I don’t need to answer any of your phone calls,
Because I never really needed help from no one.
Ima make it,bBecause my mama raised a someone.
And I don’t give a fuck about the paycheck.
Ima give the fetty to my family and some friends.
I ain’t gonna give a shit when I’m stackin up the dividends, yeah.
Inner demons in my head everyday.
Put em on a track, turnin pain into melodic word play.
Feelin so lost, tryna not give a fuck about what people gotta say.

[Hook]

Taking drugs the only way to help me feel.
I don’t really know, this shit never feel real.
I’ve been stuck in my thoughts, thinkin that this just sims life.
Quick realization that this changes my life.
Wait, I’ve been grinding it out, I’ve been puttin in work,
Tryna get up the work. (Yea, wait, huh)
Tryna mix up the verse, get put in a hearse,
But I never work it out. (Wait, no, uh)
I’ve been losin my head,
Wishin that I was dead.
I’ll never find my way out because I’m lost.
Everyday feels like another cost.
Everybody telling me I always do the most.

[Verse 2]

But I know the hard work going take me out to Tokyo.
With the ghouls.
Touka hit of some weed, now.
I did that just to feel free, wow.
I need me some Xanax to socialize, but ion wanna do that.
I just wanna sit in my room and work on my craft.
I just wanna make my mama proud of me.
Yeah, I know that I’m not doing that right now.