[Hook]
Every negative thing you have said
Is still free roaming in my head
(Yeah, in my head)
Now I’m out of luck.
[Verse 1]
This is a message for you.
This is a realization that I’ve come to.
You’re the reason why I hate myself.
You’re the reason why I can’t sleep at night.
You’re the reason why I take the drugs that I do.
Now I’m just trying to tell you my feelings,
But I can’t do that when I’m face to face.
And fuck a phone call, ’cause you won’t fucking listen.
You’ll try to plead your point, but I won’t fucking listen.
I don’t wanna hear that bullshit no more.
I just want you to know what you did to me,
But you’ll never understand.
’Cause you see shit one way.
One day I hope you see what you did.
But oh well, it’s too fucking late.
Wouldn't you look at the time, Its too fucking late
Fuck you
[Hook]
Every negative thing you have said
Is still free roaming in my head
(Yeah, in my head)
Now I’m out of luck.
[Verse 2]
The shit you put me through cut deeper than my knife.
If I get married, you definitely ain’t gonna meet my wife.
(No, no, you’re not.)
You just make me wanna end my life.
Remember the last time I came to visit?
I was hoping you changed for the better.
Now I’m just as dead as this letter.
I know one day I’ll see you in hell.
I hope you’re happy you made me turn out this way.
I feel like I’m stuck in a box, but no one can hear me yell.
Trying not to dwell on the past. I know I’m fast.
Running this race, it feels like I’m getting passed.
At the pace I’m going, I’ma die before you, but you won’t be at my funeral.
That’s a fucking fact.