[Verse 1]

People don’t know what they got ’til they miss it.
I’m just missing life while I’m reaching for my knife.
Wanna see how many times I was hurt, baby, just lift up my shirt.
Check the tally. If I love, I’ma take you to Death Valley.
This ain’t no pep rally, just a look into my life.
Tryna find my counter life where I’m happy.
Everybody hatin’ while I’m isolatin’, I’m a misfit.
If the shoe fits, wear it with pride. So many hopeless nights where I cried,
Hoping that I died. So many dreams of suicide.

[Verse 2]

I’m just hidden in your eyes.
I’m just hidden in your lies, waiting for you to realize I’m emotionless.
Sat here dead, motionless. Look at my reflection, unhappy anxiety and depression.
Hard times show me the better direction. I still ain’t gained it all.
Still collecting life’s a lesson, stay blessin’, fucked up, second-guessin’.
One day I’ma spark a blunt, look at the stars, pop a bar while I’m headed to Mars.
I overthink, so I depart from these memories. I mess up. I hated this hatred.
I can’t get rid of wasted the floor, pour the liquor just to feel some more.
Got your girl sayin’ “mi amor,” I’m the one she adore.

[Outro]

WAKE ME UP, I’M TIRED OF WAITING.
WAKE ME UP, I need help. I’m just hurting inside tonight.